Just like that. From a hundred miles an hour to asleep in a nanosecond. I wanted so badly to to lie down next to her and sleep. Not fuck like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But i lacked courage and she had a boyfriend and i was gawky and she was gorgeous and i was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So i walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, i was a drizzle and she was a hurricane.
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